and to make it worst,
the sense of urgency,
somehow, did not appear,
that makes me feel 'innocent',
doing these things that i would,
condemn so much,
if other people were doing it.
but i believe,
GOD wont put you any burden, if you cant withstand the load.
and i believe,
when my goals are starting to appear clearer,
the intense thoughts about you, will fade away,
i hope it's for the better ..
soon, my goals will take over my mind ..
and i will let it take control of my body ...
so that i can take control of my life ..
god bless :)